she did it to me again this morning
Amy Gerstler shook my notion of how I was wrong in the world that was
right.
I am not eccentric or off-center
put out by a world that is full of model citizens
in my desire to stand at this age
and wish I had somehow been able to do so at that age
for the idiosyncratic way I stand in
my day.
I like the hours that go by full
of the emptiness
of every day people
because these days are the rich
emptiness of things that have become a facade
only a front
yes one that has stood for so long that no one not even the most discerning eye can see that it is and always has been a false front fullness of days empty of false fronts and facades
I do not think this is too much to ask and to be considered right in and if it is
if I am burned at the stake for this full emptiness of fake and no one else wants to see facades bulldozed through if it is too much to ask then I will admit myself to the world
and live where no one can be bothered~
to think
me