have you realized yet

that in your one short life even if it has brought you to 80 or 95 there is one strong voice woven intricately through every one of your days saying here this now again. that you’ve never stepped...

I do not need answers

somehow they are just not it anymore i need the gentleness that comes when I’ve realized I enjoy the questions.. and the thing that comes when i climb the walls inside myself and see where they lead

prayer

i’ve read it said that the greatest prayers are help me and thank you. I say please. The rest is already spoken.  

both are true

i am created and i create i am dying and i live i am of heaven and i am of hell to this i sing praises- risk one more inhale and ex~

clarity too

and yet this confident vulnerability is built of straw. mud packed bricks dirt formed by hand and stacked to form my shelter. and it too cracks and crumbles without constant care.

clarity

Today I saw vulnerable is not  the opposite of confident. I must first be very, very vulnerable (and oh the pain sometimes!) in order to be confident in the right thing.