136: shame

we’re told it’s all in inside job but that began somewhere long before the inside was an awareness we choose they say this body life soul scripting the form with signatured agreement does this imply the healing is sure because when then if so does the body...

135: i decide

i decidethey say it is as easy asthatthe grudged offenceeach new day calls me like a mother rallying her children to dinnerseeking out a seat at my tablethe perpetratorno idea i begin with their wordsactionscupped in shallowed hands tossed acrossthe stone...

134: not in seattle anymore

i may melt they say the hottest month is august yet still just may 30 and the temperatures rise to intolerable i despise air conditioning thinking what those clorafloracarbons are doing to the ozone after choosing yes i chose two years aboard in subtropical conditions...

133: a friend, gone

more of an acquaintance, really for the only reason we knew each other- is only necessary? for why does anyone come to know another if not by simple chance and common interest- was through art wax specifically he came taught connected and went his way we stayed in...

132: to miss

is such a tricky fool for is the same thing happening at the other end (does that matter or change the equation…)