256: the mind is a menace to wisdom

merton said it first but I agree the roller coaster of thoughts mind conjures to distract disuade disavow disadvantage such a menace a voice comes from somewhere else other than this space in the head it can be different for everyone but in the end for everyone truth...

255: sunday again

as it is every seven days of course of course no church not for some time that on again off again system of growing from parents’ upbringing to rebellion to something ‘all my own’ I still wonder as I keep on trying is it all a massive facade around...

253: I giggled again

much too old for that a laugh never giggling childishly in a grey body nerves I squeeze out the sponge of my soul let drip free the saturation from soaking up another’s mess wring out the sponge of my cells lighter that...

252: the dog the artist the all-nighter

the dog splayed out in the heat even though night dark early morning really but to her it is just dark the artist studio glowing bright with creation dark light no matter she controls the space between the sun and the moon or so she thinks in this all-nighter...