306: pain

the is mud in my heart that’s what it feels like a dark murky weight pressing on my chest but its not real only on the inside I know the rules of correction the mantras and words of truth sometimes it makes no difference the knowing it stays stuck in the mind...

305: jesus

do you wonder regularly about this guy? why is he everlasting the message not so profound but then there that might be my answer it keeps getting forgotten so we draw back to the answers seeking to understand so as to give ourselves the way...

304: drugged by happiness

sometimes it happens this way no reason to ascertain almost better than wine no it’s better happiness it too though like wine opens the crown of my head like a hinge to the sky alight with pale blue skies filled with billowing cool clouds my head swims in...

303: it’s all different here

the song of a bird the touch of the wind a flutter of fingertips across the shoulder even thoughts are different deeper or richer more dramatic by this world’s standards yet holding space that feels very right nonetheless holding space is all that’s...