575: complicated frustration

I doubt the legitimacy of my desires no longer able to justify the one who chose this blindly many years ago if only the future could be seen from such a vantage there would be much less heartache and toil and maybe a lot more peace perhaps some loneliness too but...

574: when we don’t tell our truth

people become frustrated doubts disrupt reality no longer able to trust telling the world who they really are what they really feel a person sinks into ennui complacent agreement stands in for truth so that in the end the one nodding the deepest wins the battle to the...

573: rage

word came finally one week beyond the two week waiting this alone too much to hold hope should’ve known what does one do with desperate disappointment the disillusionment of hope dashed against the sides of the screen a simple email suggesting an end where an...

572: sometimes even words

run around like angry toddlers spoiled on sweets unable to rest this settling down I seek seems a distant illusion has the world made the turmoil that’s dug into my skin can blame be cast to the atmosphere of disquieting structures falling into the yards and...

571: Ugh I am so sick of me

of the one I walk every breath alongside never able to tear away unless you count the oblivions I have loved her this me this everyday all day but today oh so sick of me there has been a long lingering need to fill the lives of others ensure they can go on enjoy love...