what if this melancholia

were supposed to be not a bane an invasion a something to shun and get rid of

what if it were here to speak or to simply be in much the same way joy visited in 1992

or wonder in 1990

or shock in ’93

what if melancholy were always simply here to say hello and hang out no ill intent no dramatic upheavels

no intent to harm

just a regular visitor long misunderstood and thrown out the back

still knocking at the door with a smile on its face

and that glimmer in its eye ah that is enticing isn’t it

I am curious and let it be so now to ask what melancholia is here to offer

seeing as how it’s been so persistent for so long it must have something it’s holding out in offer

what if this were so all that’s needed is to turn the knob