A beautiful word alone

even in definition

ugly as well when it shows up in sense

a verb then piercing stabbing wrenching life from little life

soul crying out the heart tearing open

while the mind searches about frantically looking ‘what?! what?!’

not the untimely death nor the loss of goods

these are sadness

despair is the god who has no definition leaving you in solitude longer than you’re able to cope

we are not made for this test there is no strength solid enough

I will not be fooled again

I will

that’s all there is