I could feel it but not quite give it a name

the words creating a distance like a strong arm held out against the air in the room between us

yet he was peaceful there in the kitchen chopping grating mixing

she talked neighbors hotels her town the sister in love gossip

kept coming into my head as I watched him gently going about the preparation of our meal

waking the next morning to lingering scents of carbonara and clean dishes

I knew what it was my gut rolling a bit but not from pasta my brow furrowed around the search for an answer

His quiet was a story to share one I wanted to turn to

She moved the air with words that needed scooping up and tossing in the bin come morning