these painful lessons
in hindsight so obvious yet I had to tread the path I did to see behind
yet again
I suspect much to my dismay that I will do it again always face this same demon
of self not for lack of trying to better
myself or improve on past mistake and hurts but because they only show up
in the rearview mirror
is this character dissociation human nature
or the design for which I’m meant to live out
what is meant