Marilyn Monroe Michael Jackson

we all want to do it

at some level if not in secret

something beyond self

a giant

a god

a storied human more real than those in place at the table

this then gives us something

somehow to believe in

making us potential

bigger than self

this though must come from self

or self becomes a facsimile only to die a tragic death

then this too becomes myth

we yearn for something this big

and real