I wonder what I am running toward

or is it after

it is not simply speed with which

I take off each day determined

alight to tick boxes satisfaction

in making those marks

I have lived long enough to listen to oldies music

as if the first time

finding myself remembering

yet also living in wonder

those days have been ones which keep me here

feet with roots of trust

so many todays I have chased and done nothing more than wear out the bottoms of my shoes

holding on for the will of these remembered days I know

there is worth in my pursuit

I have won awards for my vigor

breath upon breath comes as the morning light casts shadows

there is more than this one day

more than this one me