It looks like any other visitor

nothing to fear

yet fear I do

cloaked as he is in the guise

of my hearts desire.

How do I embrace the thing I want most

when it shows up in a suit of arrows and thorns

no more welcome to hug than the past from which I’ve so deliberately walked?

Strange that way, passion, desire.

ambition.

It shows up just as requested

looking so different than the vision created

behind closed eyes.