I’m going again after just six weeks

regular like a regular

I can remember when I left determined to leave the broken pieces there

without me

as if I could find what went missing in this new place

there came to linger parts that I could not puzzle out yet

could not put down

so I travel again to rejoin my heart to these pieces

all without them knowing what I had left behind or

letting them think their own thoughts about the pieces along the side of the road as they drive to work or

to the grocery or even

over to their father’s

the pieces that bring me to mind in their mind

but stir no sense of who I am now